swimming tiger.
November 19, 2008
I don’t remember at all being naked in my dream, but when I painted my dream awake, I couldn’t remember what I was wearing so I didn’t paint any at all. I do, however, very clearly recall walking a path on a journey of sorts. I was barefoot and could feel stones and dirt under my soles. I came to a courtyard surrounded by a jungle and marble steps leading down into a deep lagoon. I could feel the presence of a being watching me and I remembered warnings from many that a great Bengal tiger lived here and attacked (and ate) many who attempted to cross thru the jungle. A dark, starless sky hovered, but a clouded full moon lit the steps and water and tree tops softly. A long, strong prrrrrrrrr sounded and an enormous, beautiful tiger was standing before me before I ever saw it coming. It crouched and I climbed on its back. It was the most gentle beast. I remember it’s fur and how I wanted to bury myself in it. I felt so safe. It carried me across the lagoon and thru the forest and I woke up thinking of Durga and wrapped around my soft and furry new preggo body pillow. Hee. Not sure what it all means, but I don’t really care. It was an awesome moment in dreamland and the second tiger dream I’ve had during my pregnancy.
My dreams been really vivid lately. Magical, mysterious, adventurous and intense. I want to paint my Kali dream soon, too — the fist, ah-ha-i-must-be-pregnant-dream.
Life here has been peaceful and playful and full. I’m 21 weeks now and feeling so happy. It’s hard to describe…physically, I feel more like myself again (no nausea and added energy) but I feel different, too. Lighter. More awake and in the moment. Perhaps it’s because the little one is kicking a lot now which is the supery, sweetest feeling ever. He or she seems to be keeping me here now instead of floating away in my Gemini mind. Patrick has been the best, too. He takes such great care of us. And Oso still has no idea what’s in store for him.
Also, I have the first 3 paintings complete for my new book (!), and I’m picking up more and more momentum. Chug-a-chug-a-chug. AND, the greenhouse goes up on Friday! So stay tuned… Hope all is well in YOUR world (and dreams).
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November 19th, 2008 at 8:07 pm
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November 20th, 2008 at 5:10 am
Wow, what a rich dream!
I am happy that everything is going on so well and that it brings you so much bliss (my pregnancies were the most blessful times I’ve ever lived… with the birth, the first hours and all the joyous times we’re having since ;D) I wish you all the best!
I hope we will have a glimpse of your book’s painting.
November 20th, 2008 at 9:00 am
I love you jenny,
reading your dream, I now know how fairy tales and stories are made.It’s funny and sad too that i dream way different than you do. Sometimes i dream of making pizza(whatelse can you see after you are tired of making pizzas for 3 hours each day), sometimes i dream of the dihybrid cross that didn’t get into my mind. Sometimes I just forget my dreams. I look for the days when i shall dream something big and beautiful as you do.
i can imagine that the baby is having a lot of fun in there, playing and watching the “Durga movie” :)Convey my love to him/her.
And i miss patrick. there is a professor here who reminds me of him.
I shall call you guys soon but thank you for keeping updated about your beautiful journey.
November 20th, 2008 at 10:56 am
Peanut… I had a dream last night that I got an e-mail from you. All it said was “I love you. Do you love me too?” I got on your blog to get your e-mail address to tell you about it and here you are writing about dreams. It’s a funny world.
Oh yeah…I love you too. Give yourself a pat on the belly for me and say hello to Little Peanut.
November 20th, 2008 at 11:44 am
beautiful…. you remember so many details of your dreams, so cool.
Sweet baby kicks… the best feeling in the world, yes? your world sounds so rich and peaceful…. and you seem to be soaking up every lovely moment. thanks for spreading such great vibes:)
November 20th, 2008 at 4:26 pm
i’ve been away from blogging for some months and it was such a nice surprise to come back and read that you have a baby coming your way! congratulations, having a child is by far the best thing i ever have done in my life. it looks like you’ve crafted a wonderful cocoon in which to nourish yourself and the little life inside you.
this dream post was somehow particularly restorative to me after a rather traumatic encounter i had yesterday with a leopard from our zoo who had to be euthanized. the spirits of these great animals have a special place in our human consciousness.
good luck with your new book (mine will be out in just 2 weeks!!) and i look forward to updates on your greenhouse.
November 20th, 2008 at 7:41 pm
So happy to hear things are going well. I wanna see pictures of your bump. Our Kali is still learning to deal with playing second fiddle to Eliza, hopefully Oso fairs better.
November 21st, 2008 at 7:58 am
Thanks for the inspiration Jen. The last few posts are great, the dream drawings and that stunning picture of your house! I will be consulting Chai Pilgrimage over the holidays for good recipes.
November 21st, 2008 at 1:26 pm
I haven’t read the post yet, just looked at the painting and I like it. It’s a great idea to illustrate your dreams. I thik I’ll do it too :)
November 22nd, 2008 at 5:59 pm
Your dream life and reality are enchanting. Blessings to your family.
November 24th, 2008 at 7:22 am
Thanks for all the blessings everyone. My belly has been growing each night now. It’s amazing…!
Dreams are such great material for art, don’t you think? And Salmon Poetry, I’m sorry about the leopard…that breaks my heart. But, Congrats on your book! YAY!! I can’t wait to see.
November 28th, 2008 at 6:48 pm
Love the dream, and the tiger painting! I also love how generously you are sharing your experience of being pregnant! You are amazing.